Excerpt for Essence of Emerald
Emmi wiggled on her chair and struggled to appear relaxed and
sated from her meal, but she'd hardly touched it. Mark on the
other hand had eaten with gusto, laughing and joking throughout
supper.
Jay wiped his mouth with a napkin, sat back and darted his
dark eyes from one to the other. "Okay, I have to ask.
What's going on?"
"Are we that transparent?" Mark asked.
Emmi could have kicked him.
"Well, hell yeah. You've talked so much tonight that I'm
surprised you managed to finish your meal." His gaze turned
to Emmi then. "In contrast, Emmi, you've hardly said a
word. You're wiggling and squirming like you're in the hot seat
or something. What's up? Things don't seem quite what they should
be. Can't put my finger on it, but you two definitely have me
wondering." Suddenly, he sat forward. "Oh, wait one
minute. Have you two finally set a date for the wedding? Is
that what this is about?"
Mark found Emmi's hand, surprised that it felt clammy to the
touch. He gave it a squeeze for encouragement, winked at her
and turned to face Jay. "Well, in a roundabout way. We
were discussing it last week, but something else came up. Something
we both wanted to speak to you about."
Jay leaned back and crossed his arms over his chest. "Now
my interest is really piqued. Come on, Mark, out with it. The
suspense is killing me."
Mark took a deep breath. "All right. Emmi and I were talking
about the possibility of simply eloping-well, I was talking
about it. Then she told me something that surprised the hell
out of me."
"Mark?" Emmi stated quietly. She met his understanding
eyes. "Let me."
He nodded his consent.
Emmi took a moment, then finally began. "I want to say
something first, Jay. And I'm speaking from my heart. I love
Mark with all my being. So much so that when he suggested we
head to Las Vegas to get married, I had to tell him about something
that has bothered me for quite a while. What I told him at first
caused a bit of an argument." She squeezed her fiancé's
hand. "Well, maybe a better way to describe it would be
some hurtful sentiments. We spent the night apart. But the next
morning, we were able to discuss it maturely. Mark loves me."
"You two didn't break off your engagement, did you? Man,
don't tell me that is what's going on. You two belong together.
It's plain for everyone to see."
"No," Emmi smiled. "Far from it. I told Mark
about a fantasy that I've been thinking about. A sexual fantasy."
"Wait a second," Jay blurted. "I know the three
of us are close, but you don't have to share something like
that with me."
"But we want to. We want to because in my fantasy it's
not only Mark and myself, but you also."
A clock could be heard ticking in another room. Jay's swarthy
features paled a bit as he glanced from one to the other. He
cleared his throat. Then he cleared it again. His eyes searched
Mark's steady gaze. "I don't know what's going on here,
but I want you to know I've never made a pass at Emmi. Never.
I wouldn't do that to you."
Mark chuckled. "I know that, Jay."
Jay studied his friend for a moment, swung his gaze to Emmi,
and then back again. Understanding, however tentative, dawned
in his eyes. "Are you saying- are you asking what I think
you're asking?"
Mark wrapped an arm around Emmi's shoulders and pulled her
close. "Yes."
"Spell it out," Jay demanded softly. He had it figured
out, but even as sexually prolific as he was, he found it hard
to believe that the couple before him was actually inviting
him to join them beneath the covers.
"I know Emmi loves me, but she's been struggling with
the fact that sexually, she's attracted to you. It took a bit
for me to understand, but what she feels really is not romantic
love. She took the chance to tell me her deepest emotions, knowing
full well there was every possibility that I might walk away."
His blue eyes softened, but sparkled as his gaze followed the
line of one blushing cheek. Emmi peeked back at him. "She
felt guilty when I asked her to elope and refused to say yes
until I knew exactly what she was feeling."
Jay scrubbed his jaw with a trembling hand as he stared across
the table. Anyone could see how the two felt about one another.
Mark and Emmi were a matched set. They always had been and always
would be. He couldn't help it when his gaze slid over Emmi
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